Been wanting to write this down since quite some time ago (since February, maybe?). But alas! The postponing me – God help me. Well, He did, and here it is, finally.
Months ago, I had a dream, a vision, or something that is so vivid I almost mistaken it as a real, and concrete, material reality. Excuse my selection of words. Simply put, it really happened, but in a way I cannot re-enact or recreate by my own power. Here’s what happened:
I was on my way to my old HP office here in Melbourne, which is the Blackburn one. I was wearing my favourite jacket (yes it *is* that vivid), and due to my sheer laziness and irreverence, I’m having my usual bible reading time which is actually just that short 20 mins ride to office from home. I used “laziness” because regardless of what I may say to others, I knew that I always read my bible on the bus only because I was not going to spend any time reading it at home – too many DVDs to watch (Oh and YouTube as well). I could see myself opening my trusty-looking old bible and nonchalantly started to continue reading from where I left it last time. And what happened next really blew me off my pants.
The words, the words on those two open pages of my Bible – oh the terror! –, were changing from whatever writing was originally there, into a sentence that repeats itself on and on – a sentence I could never forget… it’s that vivid…
“… time is running out time is running out time is running out… ”
…and as much as I tried to stop it, I couldn’t. It just kept on changing from the top left of the left page to the bottom right of the right page. My eyes could not have opened wider than ever… and it was very terrifying as it was happening in front of my eyes. It’s as if the book was alive! And it has its own mind and will. What’s worse for me was that, I actually spoke to it saying: “no don’t change! I haven’t read the words here because I haven't gotten to this page yet! I need to know what it is saying! Don't do this to me!”
And at that moment I heard a voice: not mine, nor of someone I know, but a somewhat familiar voice that I have not heard from for quite some time. There was coldness in it; a coldness that is felt like it’s coming out from a broken heart – a heart that has lost hope; that has come to the end of its line. I shuddered. Petrified. It said:
“You think you have all the time in the world to know me, Billy? You’re wrong. Time is running out.”
Then that’s it. It went away just like it never happened, and I can’t remember whether I immediately opened my Bible at that time to check whether my entire bible has changed to consist of four words only, or whether I was too afraid to open it at all. Regardless, I did open it eventually and found that Genesis 1:1 still says “In the beginning….” Phew.
Still, It was so troubling. I could not sleep properly, I could not work properly, I get goose bumps again every time I think of that event – awful… just awful. What’s worse is that I can’t start reading the Bible, not solely because I was afraid that the vision would come into life, but because I felt something was wrong in me and it’s blocking me from God in a way. I needed help.
And all praise to our living God; help came. And it was in the form of the arrival of Christian Tirtha to Melbourne. He’s an old friend who had to do an unplanned visit back here due to his wife’s – my old friend as well – certain pregnancy problem (this I’ll have to google up… “out of womb” something… sigh… stupid me). On that note, praise God for His guidance over the entire medical process: Cia2 (wife) came out ok – even better; no operation needed. Hallelujah!
Anyways this help I mentioned, a big part of it, was from the sermon – the message – that he delivered to us. It was titled: “Fear of the Lord, the heart of Godliness.” Now I think it’s not exactly worded that way but I shouldn’t be too far off. As much as I want to, I could not recap everything here (maybe in another post? Or should I call him up for a summary? Humm…). But what really struck me was that for a split-second as I was listening intently to him, that voice, that strangely familiar voice whispered again in my ears and took me by surprise:
“To my children, my word has become a general revelation.”
I was surprised, but not shocked. On the contrary: I felt sad. Why? Because the voice was sad. Yes, it was sad. This time there is no more coldness in it, but a delirious tone, as if it was said alongside many a tears. I was moved. And far from distracting me from paying attention to the sermon, it actually locked my entire soul to it.
This last event happened to be the key to unlock the secrets behind my disturbing vision I had earlier. Until now I could not find the Biblical explanation to all that has happened, but the conclusion just rose out in me so firmly that I could not even shake it off, let alone deny its truth. It gripped me. And this is what I learned:
The term “general revelation” is a well known one: in short it is the umbrella term for all things that God give to all men, good or bad, from which they can rationally accept and admit that a Creator exists. I don’t know too much about “special revelation” save that it is only in the form of our Holy Bible, together with the workings of the Holy Spirit in us through it. Well, I can be wrong about this as well. But I am convinced of one thing at least (and I hope I’m not wrong in this), which is: without reading the Bible, no one can know God. And if one doesn’t know God – and what’s worse, don’t feel like he needs to – than that is, to say the least, a blaring fire alarm of one’s salvation (or absence of it).
Now what does this has to do with general revelation? well, I can only think of it this way: as with all unbelievers who are blinded from the truth even though they are showered by unlimited blessings around them, surrounded by oh so many great works of His hands; so it is with "christians" or "church goers" who goes to church every week, even joins a ministry, or even carries the Bible wherever he goes - oh the irony! - yet never really come to know God personally by reading the Holy Writ, feeding on it, daily, not for the sake of itself, but because his heart "panteth over God as the deer panteth over water". After all, how else can you know God at all unless you sit down and listen to Him telling you about Himself (His words) continually? And how do you know Him personally unless you talk to Him, ask questions, and tell Him what you've understood and don't understand yet? In this I am saying that Bible reading and prayer go hand-in-hand. More about this on other post.
Anyways, enough with the theologizing. I am not called to do that. From what has happened to me, I know what I am called to do: to make sure of my salvation with all fear and caution - something I have never diligently did all these years. Well it's about to change, and I have enough reasons for it, the top two being:
1. I have the Bible. I can read the Bible. I have people from whom I can try to get answers to my questions of the Bible. I have no more excuses. And what’s more: I am *still* alive, hence Someone’s still giving stubborn old Billy a chance to do what he must, and what he must do is to know God, his Creator and Master, as soon as possible.
2. That voice, that familiar voice, is not a stranger. It is a Voice that has been with me since the day I was born. “It”, or maybe more precisely, “He” was there when my father passed away, when my uncle passed away, when I’m lonely and hope seems lost, when I needed forgiveness from my relapses back to my old sins, and also, when I’m happy and full of spirit, blessed with so many good things and achievements; He was there all along, all-the-days-of-my-life, in my highs and my lows. But that voice – Him – now showed Himself to me in such a way that I cannot but respond in fear, in trembling, in awe: He has all the powers to “spew me out of His mouth”, proven by the coldness of His just words, yet He sounded so sad when He said that His children, including me, did not strive to know Him, to worship Him; to love Him.
That second point left me asking why. Why Lord God, Why? What did I do to deserve such esteem? such mystery; a God who stoops down so low to pick up a worm such as myself and covet the love in my heart ... I guess I’ll never understand. But I *do* know that it’s time for me to start my journey. I knew my life would be changed forever, and I was afraid. But as much as I liked my life the way it was until then, I knew that whatever He will take me through, I have no doubt that it will worth thousandfold better: as He has took Abram and sent Him away from where he was to take him to His promised land, He will take and hold my hands, guide my steps, and eventually, take me to live with Him, and enjoy happy rest with Him, with Dad, Mom, Debbie, and all our beloved and His beloved, together, forever, eternally - my kind of Promised Land. And in faith, I believe that whatever I have now, can not compare to what He has in store for me, as long as I follow Him, and walk with Him, all the days of my life.
So, 25 years of being a Christian, and haven't even read your Bible once!? Well, if you survived my rambling up until this point, then you're not alone. But have faith: the Lord God who I’m talking about is real; He’s alive. And He’ll listen to your prayers and your tearful pleas, and take you out of your Egypt, your house of bondage, your sad estate where you realize you belong to no god, and the ones around you does not want you to be its subject to love, cherish, and protect.
Call upon Him! See for yourself who He is! And then together, let us walk with Him, daily, faithfully, till we arrive on His, and our, Promised Land.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
"Carpe Diem!" - for the very first time again
My last post was June 5th 2007 - the day my uncle passed away. I changed my background colour to black as it was a time to mourn, and what other colour is more proper than that?
Today, June 12th 2008, roughly one year and one week has passed, and when I came back here, I realized one thing: I didn't change my Blog title. It's still the same "Carpe Diem! Memento Mori" which translates as "Live Life today! Always remembering Death". And my subtitle was "Come! Live a life that never dies!".
As ironic as it seems -telling people to live a life that lives forever yet I myself was virtually dead in spirit and in strength for more than a year-, I can still smile and have this small laughter inside, realizing that: I *am* still alive. And with that, entails all responsibilites, and enjoyment, in serving my Master, my Owner. And that's not a bad thing, not at all. After all, what can be better than serving an eternal Master that promises life eternally to those who believes in Him.
My life and all its struggles, had just restarted - no, in fact, for the first time, it had just begun. Starting today, I shall write all of them down and record them. Someone told me "a life worth living is worth recording", and I say Amen to that. As I've learned from many great lives before me, be it by seeing, hearing, or reading of them, I pray that many may learn from my questions, struggles, passions - my life.
And I pray at the end, they may find Christ's fingerprints in it and come to know Him better. May I pass my knowledge of Him, faithfully, joyfully, on to the generations to come, for them to live and learn Christ from, until He himself comes back again to claim us all.
Carpe Diem! Memento Mori.
Today, June 12th 2008, roughly one year and one week has passed, and when I came back here, I realized one thing: I didn't change my Blog title. It's still the same "Carpe Diem! Memento Mori" which translates as "Live Life today! Always remembering Death". And my subtitle was "Come! Live a life that never dies!".
As ironic as it seems -telling people to live a life that lives forever yet I myself was virtually dead in spirit and in strength for more than a year-, I can still smile and have this small laughter inside, realizing that: I *am* still alive. And with that, entails all responsibilites, and enjoyment, in serving my Master, my Owner. And that's not a bad thing, not at all. After all, what can be better than serving an eternal Master that promises life eternally to those who believes in Him.
My life and all its struggles, had just restarted - no, in fact, for the first time, it had just begun. Starting today, I shall write all of them down and record them. Someone told me "a life worth living is worth recording", and I say Amen to that. As I've learned from many great lives before me, be it by seeing, hearing, or reading of them, I pray that many may learn from my questions, struggles, passions - my life.
And I pray at the end, they may find Christ's fingerprints in it and come to know Him better. May I pass my knowledge of Him, faithfully, joyfully, on to the generations to come, for them to live and learn Christ from, until He himself comes back again to claim us all.
Carpe Diem! Memento Mori.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Monday, June 4, 2007
See you in heaven, uncle. Will miss you so much.
It was just another morning at the office. I was late today. Arrived at 9.35 am. Missed the previous bus because I decided to add another hour to my sleep.
Everything was good actually... Debbie nudged me in messenger, pretended to be mom until she blew her cover when she said "I had a dream about you last night, son" - and that dream being me got swallowed by a hippopotamus.
I threw a couple of jokes before she suddenly replied, with all caps, something like this:
...
5/06/2007 10:09:55 AM Billy [@HP]: pesek belajar yang bener ya KAMU
5/06/2007 10:09:57 AM Billy [@HP]: KAMUUUUU
5/06/2007 10:10:00 AM Billy [@HP]: kamu tu pesek
5/06/2007 10:10:11 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): KLOKO
5/06/2007 10:10:13 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): koko!!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:13 AM Billy [@HP]: masi pesek aja mikirin married2
5/06/2007 10:10:18 AM Billy [@HP]: pesek
5/06/2007 10:10:17 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): OM AY MEINGGAL!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:20 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): KO!!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:23 AM Billy [@HP]: ha
5/06/2007 10:10:24 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): OM AY MENINGGAL!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:26 AM Billy [@HP]: ??
5/06/2007 10:10:32 AM Billy [@HP]: ha?
5/06/2007 10:10:47 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): DITABRAK M,OBIL
5/06/2007 10:10:54 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): TELPON KESINI SKRG!!!
...
Just like that... just-like- that...
And so I ran out of the office, and made a phone call to her using my mobile. Instead I reached mom and asked what happened, and she confirmed that it was true... I just couldn't believe it... as much as I try to... just couldn't believe it...
Afterwards, I tried calling tante Anneke... no luck... tried calling cici Nonik... no one picked up as well...
I was bewildered... really don't know what to think... there's a big report that is needed by other departments that is due this Thursday - 3 days from now - and I am at a loss to what I should do with it... heck, I even don't know whether I should stay or leave to Indonesia at once...
I felt like screaming... felt like wanna do something stupid... felt like, if I could, punch down a tree or sorts... well I did... kicked a twig... that helped a bit...
And then I asked myself -and in vain, tried to ask the skies - "what do I do now??"... the million dollar question...
It was then when I heard a voice telling me to go back inside and do my work. For it was their (uncle, and dad's) portion to do theirs for as long as they were still inside this fading flesh and blood, and they have finished it. I went back inside, trying to pull myself back together and start doing things I have to do.
Just as I got back in to the office, I saw Debbie had msn-ed me again. Hence, I went back out and called her.
I could hear her delirious voice. I expected that.
I tried to console her... I told her to not worry too much about the person leaving, but about us who are still here... but then her question that really got me was:
"who will walk me down the aisle?"
about that... I don't know sis... really don't know :(
At that point too many things got hold of my head and I could not think properly... let alone say things correctly...
Thank God for Mom.
As always, she said the right things at the right moment: "It's a loss... I know... but remember: let us not be like those that have, or know, no God. We have hope that we will soon see them again. For we know that they are not - never - far from us. And they will always be near to us, in our heart and mind."
...As corny as this may sound, this cliche has become a truth so sweet and profound - the exact encouragement I needed.
She finished with this sentence:
"Now you go and do your work. Do it properly, whole-heartedly, and strive to serve your best. That is what makes your father and your uncle proud."
"... and God", I think to myself. God will be proud as well.
So I took a deep breath, and went back in, again.
They have finished their race. And they have finished it well. Mine is still in front of me. Before me was my father and my uncle. Now it's me and my brothers.
"God Almighty, I pray that You show me the same Power and Glory you have showed to those great men before me. As you have shaped them, broken them, repaired them, and made them more like the image of Jesus Christ, Your Son each and everyday; do the same to me. I long to know you more and more each day, each step that I take. I have faith in You and Your guidance, Your providence, and Your perfect wisdom - Your Love. Be with us in every day of our life as you have been with dad and oom Ay for as long as they have lived. Only in the name of Jesus, we have prayed. Amen"
Everything was good actually... Debbie nudged me in messenger, pretended to be mom until she blew her cover when she said "I had a dream about you last night, son" - and that dream being me got swallowed by a hippopotamus.
I threw a couple of jokes before she suddenly replied, with all caps, something like this:
...
5/06/2007 10:09:55 AM Billy [@HP]: pesek belajar yang bener ya KAMU
5/06/2007 10:09:57 AM Billy [@HP]: KAMUUUUU
5/06/2007 10:10:00 AM Billy [@HP]: kamu tu pesek
5/06/2007 10:10:11 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): KLOKO
5/06/2007 10:10:13 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): koko!!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:13 AM Billy [@HP]: masi pesek aja mikirin married2
5/06/2007 10:10:18 AM Billy [@HP]: pesek
5/06/2007 10:10:17 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): OM AY MEINGGAL!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:20 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): KO!!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:23 AM Billy [@HP]: ha
5/06/2007 10:10:24 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): OM AY MENINGGAL!!!
5/06/2007 10:10:26 AM Billy [@HP]: ??
5/06/2007 10:10:32 AM Billy [@HP]: ha?
5/06/2007 10:10:47 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): DITABRAK M,OBIL
5/06/2007 10:10:54 AM *unicef a bon vivant (H): TELPON KESINI SKRG!!!
...
Just like that... just-like- that...
And so I ran out of the office, and made a phone call to her using my mobile. Instead I reached mom and asked what happened, and she confirmed that it was true... I just couldn't believe it... as much as I try to... just couldn't believe it...
Afterwards, I tried calling tante Anneke... no luck... tried calling cici Nonik... no one picked up as well...
I was bewildered... really don't know what to think... there's a big report that is needed by other departments that is due this Thursday - 3 days from now - and I am at a loss to what I should do with it... heck, I even don't know whether I should stay or leave to Indonesia at once...
I felt like screaming... felt like wanna do something stupid... felt like, if I could, punch down a tree or sorts... well I did... kicked a twig... that helped a bit...
And then I asked myself -and in vain, tried to ask the skies - "what do I do now??"... the million dollar question...
It was then when I heard a voice telling me to go back inside and do my work. For it was their (uncle, and dad's) portion to do theirs for as long as they were still inside this fading flesh and blood, and they have finished it. I went back inside, trying to pull myself back together and start doing things I have to do.
Just as I got back in to the office, I saw Debbie had msn-ed me again. Hence, I went back out and called her.
I could hear her delirious voice. I expected that.
I tried to console her... I told her to not worry too much about the person leaving, but about us who are still here... but then her question that really got me was:
"who will walk me down the aisle?"
about that... I don't know sis... really don't know :(
At that point too many things got hold of my head and I could not think properly... let alone say things correctly...
Thank God for Mom.
As always, she said the right things at the right moment: "It's a loss... I know... but remember: let us not be like those that have, or know, no God. We have hope that we will soon see them again. For we know that they are not - never - far from us. And they will always be near to us, in our heart and mind."
...As corny as this may sound, this cliche has become a truth so sweet and profound - the exact encouragement I needed.
She finished with this sentence:
"Now you go and do your work. Do it properly, whole-heartedly, and strive to serve your best. That is what makes your father and your uncle proud."
"... and God", I think to myself. God will be proud as well.
So I took a deep breath, and went back in, again.
They have finished their race. And they have finished it well. Mine is still in front of me. Before me was my father and my uncle. Now it's me and my brothers.
"God Almighty, I pray that You show me the same Power and Glory you have showed to those great men before me. As you have shaped them, broken them, repaired them, and made them more like the image of Jesus Christ, Your Son each and everyday; do the same to me. I long to know you more and more each day, each step that I take. I have faith in You and Your guidance, Your providence, and Your perfect wisdom - Your Love. Be with us in every day of our life as you have been with dad and oom Ay for as long as they have lived. Only in the name of Jesus, we have prayed. Amen"
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
"Happiness: Attained? Rewarded? or simply... Granted?"
Don't really know how to start putting these things inside my mind in words...
I've read a bit about the idea behind Karl Marx's Das Kapital... and something inside me reacts...
It's not the class struggle idea, no. It's how he wanted happiness for many - for the proletarians. And I honestly think it's such a noble idea... it's really... good, as in good good.
Also I've read a bit about Hegel, how idealistic he was. And I think that's good too.
Honestly, I feel that these guys talk about economic prosperity because they just cannot see another heaven else than this world and all the nations living in peace, with no war, no hunger, and no oppression of any kind. That's heaven: a renewed earth. And don't you think that heaven is really all that? I don't know... deep down inside, I kept telling myself at least now I realize that I don't know what heaven really is, and hence, I don't look forward to it.
This all may not seem like it has anything to do with the title of this blog... but please bear with me and my ramblings... because they are NOT pointless... unlike *some* people, I'm only interested in REALITY.
The Holy Bible said that we were created by God. We are mere creations. HIS creation. And Westminster Shorter Catechism concisely summarized the answer to the question of "what the heck are we here for? why are we here in the first place?" - with this one sentence answer:
We are created to "Glorify AND Enjoy Him forever". Forever. As in, timelessly.
So there you go... and before you start asking me what does THAT got to do with Marx or Hegel, let me quickly summarize things up to this point:
1. We were created to glorify God forever
2. We glorify Him the most when we are most satisfied in Him and Him alone
3. The word "forever" means "timeless; above time, transcends time"
...okay so far so good... and now this is where things start to get a bit complicated...
It is a given truth that we are created to glorify and enjoy Him forever. In short, it is saying that we have a purpose that shall continue on and on, even after time ends. We are eternal beings. (And honestly I kinda believe that it's true... even though I feel that this flesh and blood of mine seems to degenerate day after day, I believe we ARE going to see a second life after this one...)
But...
4. As of now, well, we are living in this world, a world bound BY time, bound IN time
So... what to do now? Or to be more exact:
If we are made for eternity, then how do we deal with temporality? Where do temporality and eternity meet?
Some people (Karx, Hegel, Descartes) go all the way to say that this temporality that we are living now IS our so called eternity, and hence let's just make the best out of it. After that then they add some utilitarian values according to their line of study et cetera et cetera, which (I think) may dangerously be a complicated form of self-gratification... ANYWAY I'm not going there, it's just too complicated...
Some others (Plato, for instance) saw it differently. Plato sharply states that the flesh is the soul's prison. In effect he's saying that the answer to this problem is to leave temporality straight away as soon as you can (that is if you have the guts to do it).
But us, Christians... what about us? both answers above clearly sound a bit off...
I know we can disinterestedly say: "Simple, just live in a balance, just live in between the extremes." Yeah. Thx. Anything new?
I'm not interested in mere high-minded rationale... I'm really keen on hearing the stories of those who lived their live in such a way that makes the simple answer above a REAL thing.
Now where can I find these people? :(
(...humm this reminds me of a book titled: "How now shall we live?"...)
Oh and add in the topic of "enjoyment" and you'll get yourself in a even a worse mess than before...
Okay I just realized I spent almost 30 minutes typing this :
Still got some work to do...
I'll get back to this soon...
See you all in the near future! (I hope...)
I've read a bit about the idea behind Karl Marx's Das Kapital... and something inside me reacts...
It's not the class struggle idea, no. It's how he wanted happiness for many - for the proletarians. And I honestly think it's such a noble idea... it's really... good, as in good good.
Also I've read a bit about Hegel, how idealistic he was. And I think that's good too.
Honestly, I feel that these guys talk about economic prosperity because they just cannot see another heaven else than this world and all the nations living in peace, with no war, no hunger, and no oppression of any kind. That's heaven: a renewed earth. And don't you think that heaven is really all that? I don't know... deep down inside, I kept telling myself at least now I realize that I don't know what heaven really is, and hence, I don't look forward to it.
This all may not seem like it has anything to do with the title of this blog... but please bear with me and my ramblings... because they are NOT pointless... unlike *some* people, I'm only interested in REALITY.
The Holy Bible said that we were created by God. We are mere creations. HIS creation. And Westminster Shorter Catechism concisely summarized the answer to the question of "what the heck are we here for? why are we here in the first place?" - with this one sentence answer:
We are created to "Glorify AND Enjoy Him forever". Forever. As in, timelessly.
So there you go... and before you start asking me what does THAT got to do with Marx or Hegel, let me quickly summarize things up to this point:
1. We were created to glorify God forever
2. We glorify Him the most when we are most satisfied in Him and Him alone
3. The word "forever" means "timeless; above time, transcends time"
...okay so far so good... and now this is where things start to get a bit complicated...
It is a given truth that we are created to glorify and enjoy Him forever. In short, it is saying that we have a purpose that shall continue on and on, even after time ends. We are eternal beings. (And honestly I kinda believe that it's true... even though I feel that this flesh and blood of mine seems to degenerate day after day, I believe we ARE going to see a second life after this one...)
But...
4. As of now, well, we are living in this world, a world bound BY time, bound IN time
So... what to do now? Or to be more exact:
If we are made for eternity, then how do we deal with temporality? Where do temporality and eternity meet?
Some people (Karx, Hegel, Descartes) go all the way to say that this temporality that we are living now IS our so called eternity, and hence let's just make the best out of it. After that then they add some utilitarian values according to their line of study et cetera et cetera, which (I think) may dangerously be a complicated form of self-gratification... ANYWAY I'm not going there, it's just too complicated...
Some others (Plato, for instance) saw it differently. Plato sharply states that the flesh is the soul's prison. In effect he's saying that the answer to this problem is to leave temporality straight away as soon as you can (that is if you have the guts to do it).
But us, Christians... what about us? both answers above clearly sound a bit off...
I know we can disinterestedly say: "Simple, just live in a balance, just live in between the extremes." Yeah. Thx. Anything new?
I'm not interested in mere high-minded rationale... I'm really keen on hearing the stories of those who lived their live in such a way that makes the simple answer above a REAL thing.
Now where can I find these people? :(
(...humm this reminds me of a book titled: "How now shall we live?"...)
Oh and add in the topic of "enjoyment" and you'll get yourself in a even a worse mess than before...
Okay I just realized I spent almost 30 minutes typing this :
Still got some work to do...
I'll get back to this soon...
See you all in the near future! (I hope...)
Monday, May 14, 2007
Brown sugar is healthier than white sugar... NOT
Yup, the title is exactly the reason why this post was created.
My supervisor at work always says that "brown sugar is natural, hence it's healthy. White sugars are just white poison."
Being a bit of a health freak myself, I am quite susceptible to any information that has anything to do with the things I put into my mouth. Both facts and myths.
But this question has been bugging me since I can remember... so it's about time I find out the answer for myself - and you guys too :)
A search in google (or iGoogle for that matter) on "brown sugar vs white sugar" shows that many people are actually very interested to know the FACTS as well.
Sooo... without further ado... here you go:
1. 10 Diet & Nutrition Myths Debunked
2. White sugar vs raw sugar
3. Sugar & Artificial Sweeteners (Go to Q: "How does sugar effect your body?")
Heh heh...
It's white sugar for me then ;)
Cheers
My supervisor at work always says that "brown sugar is natural, hence it's healthy. White sugars are just white poison."
Being a bit of a health freak myself, I am quite susceptible to any information that has anything to do with the things I put into my mouth. Both facts and myths.
But this question has been bugging me since I can remember... so it's about time I find out the answer for myself - and you guys too :)
A search in google (or iGoogle for that matter) on "brown sugar vs white sugar" shows that many people are actually very interested to know the FACTS as well.
Sooo... without further ado... here you go:
1. 10 Diet & Nutrition Myths Debunked
2. White sugar vs raw sugar
3. Sugar & Artificial Sweeteners (Go to Q: "How does sugar effect your body?")
Heh heh...
It's white sugar for me then ;)
Cheers
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Lens Buyers Guide
Yahoowee!!!!
After I've finally pulled myself out from all the hype surrounding the body of that d200, I started to look for the second thing that is just as (if not more than) important as the body - the lens.
You see, with dslr body, it's not too hard to narrow your options: if you have the money, go Nikon or Canon. But it's a whole different level of complexity when you start looking for a lens.
Thank goodness I found this article... don't really know the accuracy of the information yet, but I'll just do a read first ;)
Will let you know what I think about it...
After I've finally pulled myself out from all the hype surrounding the body of that d200, I started to look for the second thing that is just as (if not more than) important as the body - the lens.
You see, with dslr body, it's not too hard to narrow your options: if you have the money, go Nikon or Canon. But it's a whole different level of complexity when you start looking for a lens.
Thank goodness I found this article... don't really know the accuracy of the information yet, but I'll just do a read first ;)
Will let you know what I think about it...
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